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This post is vague, personal, and almost certainly of no interest to anyone but myself, but it’s my blog so I’m posting it. To save you all the torture, I’m hiding it under the “read more” tag. If you are interested, put forth some effort by clicking and read on. If you’re not, congratulations: you’ve already won. Go read the comic; I’m trying for weekly updates on Monday’s, so we’ll see how that goes. ^_^; (more…)

I should’ve been asleep hours ago. Yesterday, too, and the day before that. These are the times I wish I understand how my mind does some of the things it does

This is the part of my mind that let’s me absorb and analyze anything I’m paying attention to (which is why I never study: I remember what I need to from class as long as I’m paying attention). It’s just working a lot harder than it usually does, which is both good and bad. When I get like this I can do all kinds of things a lot faster than I could otherwise; it’s how I completed an entire team project by myself over a weekend last semester, and how I’ve managed to complete a significant part of the MORPG this weekend.

If this keeps up, I could possibly finish the initial release by the end of this week. Don’t count on it, though. ^_^;

The problem is that where my focus is isn’t totally up to me. My mind has a mind of it’s own, and it’s way too easy to think about a lot of things all at once (especially when I’m like this). Things like eating and sleeping (heh) also become secondary, which is the main reason these bursts never last: eventually fatigue kicks in and, whether it wants to or not, my mind knows it has to cut back and relax.

But right now… no sleep. I’m tired, very tired, but it isn’t happening just yet.

My condolences to Liliy and her family.